my mind body and soul crushed into pieces to the ground/feeling like i am about to lose it,my head spinning up and down around and round/my body drained from crying all day and all night/one thing to calm me down is my love being around to hold me tight/from being a little kid and being around that person through all the years/sitting and reminicsing about all the memories brings nothing but tears/life is to short to let something ridiculous and petty to take control of your life/but with some people they just let you go and stab you in the back like a blade from a knife/but for that loved one to always be there for you no matter what/is a blessing everybdy wants/tears tied in a knot in the back of my throat/deep sobs caught into place i just might choke/but on a positive note to know you're in a better place than im in/the world these people and the sin/i know youre and angel in heaven because of what type of person you were in every way/i know we will meet eye to eye again on that one special day.